Out and About!

Yesterday was the first day I went somewhere without my hair that people knew me.  I had a hard time deciding hat, scarf, or wig.  The wig just didn't feel right so I put on a hat and my number 1 supporter, Ava, put hers on as well and we went out! It was much harder than I imagined it to be and I'm not sure why.  But what I have figured out in the past 72 hours is before the hair was gone it wasn't obvious I was walking around with cancer....now without hair it's a constant reminder.  But what I also know is to be well and be with Mike and watch my Ava grow up I will give up my hair, it is more than worth it!  God is giving me the strength to deal with this, he has wrapped his arms around me and surronded me with the most amazing people!!